yay it's my 200th post. hahs, but its not much of a thing worth to be happy about. lol.

supper talk earlier on with zul and khai. suddenly it's all coming back. hate to agree with them yet it's true. obviously i'm just avoiding the reality all these while. if only i could take a step back and tell you how sad the situation is. yes blablabla, that's what yall' will hear. thus i wouldn't bother to do it eh.

i miss daniel, i miss kendy, i miss bin, i miss han, i miss mel, i miss those moive outings, those camwhoring, those carefree sessions at t11a, those stayovers and, i can go on and on and on. but i guess what i'm trying to say is that i don't like the way it works now. in fact, who does you tell me? i will not let it affect me though. it has happened before and it's way too scary for me to go through it again bleh!

saw this very interesting saying from carin's blog and i just felt like putting it here as well. ((:

On the first day, God created the dog and said:

'Sit all day by the door of your house and bark at anyone who comes in or walks past. For this, I will give you a life span of twenty years.'

The dog said: 'That's a long time to be barking. How about only ten years and I'll give you back th e other ten?'

So God agreed.

On the second day, God created the monkey and said:

'Entertain people, do tricks, and make them laugh. For this, I'll give you a twenty-year life span.'

The monkey said: 'Monkey tricks for twenty years? That's a pretty long time to perform. How about I give you back ten like the Dog did?'

And God agreed.

On the third day, God created the cow and said:

'You must go into the field with the farmer all day long and suffer under the sun, have calves and give milk to support the farmer's family. For this, I will give you a life span of sixty years.'

The cow said: 'That's kind of a tough life you want me to live for sixty years. How about twenty and I'll give back the other forty?'

And God agreed again.

On the fourth day, God created man and said:

'Eat, sleep, play, marry and enjoy your life. For this, I'll give you twenty years.'

But man said: 'Only twenty years? Could you possibly give me my twenty, the forty the cow gave back, the ten the monkey gave back, and the ten
the dog gave back; that makes eighty, okay?'

'Okay,' said God, 'You asked for it.'

So that is why for our first twenty years we eat, sleep, play and enjoy ourselves. For the next forty years we slave in the sun to support our family. For the next ten years we do monkey tricks to entertain the grandchildren. And for the last ten years we sit on the front porch and bark at everyone.